These quick ages

I've been thinking a lot(something i ought to not do). I decided that time goes by far too quickly. It's not like i wasn't ready for the year to end, I was, but it still went by quickly, almost too quickly. Now i'm left wondering what the hell i ended up doing for the last year. It seems like accomplished nothing but hurting people and just trudging along. I feel bad, and my motto is always to move on, but it's not that easy. You really have to go step by step trying to find your own way through the world.
I realized my friends are right to have an opinion and I can't stop them from doing something they'll regret. At this point, I guess I've learned to deal with it. To deal with not liking your friends. Is that normal? Not liking your friends?... I wonder how many of them actually like me. And that leads me to my insecurities.
I have this thing, where I'm sooo full of myself that I think of the bad things about myself just to hear people say they aren't true. But they are. Every single one of them. I probably need help. (Ha, but don't we all.) I guess that's just another day in my head. A very complicated head indeed.

things

The thing about things, is that they are just meaningless posestions. The thing is, with posestions, there is the want factor. Want just makes us go crazy. If you want something, you try your best to get it. So it all started out with food. Humans needed food. Fine. Then we cooked food and we wanted that food. So we started to do that. Then it was toys, human companions, clothes, foot wear, shelters, running water, animals, electronics. Our want has gained so much want that we may just be run on want. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with it, but it sort of changes the way you think. If you "can't" do it, it's most likely because you don't want to. If you "can" do it, it's probably because you want to do it. Just a thought.

I forgot about even having this blog!

So here i am looking at my friend's blog, when i realized i had my own! Well i guess you can say this blog is about a cat, a tree, and an almost high-schooler all in one life. Huh. Sounds boring already. Let's amp it up a bit by adding a jacket, some life death situations and a few stories that will never be able to be lived down. Now add a cup of sugar and bake for a few hours and Vuala! we have ourselves a blog.
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